You're the strength when i am weak- /
You're th treasure that i seek . You're my all in all . i would be a fool if i gave you up .


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Date & Time: Saturday, August 22, 2009 12:40 PM

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Date & Time: 12:30 PM

FUCKED UP _l_ FUCK YOU. You know who you are. What are all these empty promises. WHAT ARE THEY. ASK URSELF DEEPLY, whether what i sent you this early morning, ASK yourself. GET OVER 1, GET ANOTHER 1, BREAK 1, GET OVER It, GO BACK 1ST ONE. SAY CANOT GET OVER. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF.

W H A T T H E F U C K I S T H I S

You seriously spoilt my day. Big time. Lies Lies and LIES!

MY CONCLUSION: GIRLS = IMMATURE, BIG FAT LIARS. So be it, Flame me, Scold me, Fcuk me. Dare scold, scold on my face bitches and bastards.

Thomas ain't scared even if you bring 1 big fucking group here.

Seriously, this post is for you. _l_ I don't know what you thinking.

I TOLD YOU BEFORE, THIS TIME, I WILL DEFINATELY DO IT, YOU CHOSE TO BELIEVE HIM NOW. HAHA, DUMB. CONTINUE BEING SO FUCKING NAIVE OK? ONCE BITTEN, TWICE NOT SHY, DIE, TWICE BITTEN STILL DUNNO SIAM? PREPARE SONGKA.

THE THING I TOLD YOU BEFORE: IF YOU GET DUMPED by him.

DON'T REGRET AND FIND ME ANYMORE.

THIS TIME, I WILL SERIOUSLY NOT ENTERTAIN YOU ANYMORE.

So much for being caring and kind. So much for being there on ups and downs. So much for accompanying you to sms when you are bored, talking to you on phone. You, seriously make me blow my top today. Yeah on my family members, i gave my cousin 1 big fucking punch on the arm that a bruise came out. I slammed my books that i bought today that it tored. All thanks to you.

MAYBE, Even the "SICKNESS" is a made up story of yours. Trying to gain sympathy. Trying to get people to care. I don't know.

I shouldn't even go care for you so much, i was dumb. Why am i so stupid to do these.

GOING TO THE CEMETERY AND TALK TO THE DEADS ARE EVEN BETTER THAN TRYING TO HELP YOU.

I shall break all contacts with you, until you sincerely, AND I MEAN SINCERELY, want to contact me. Trust me, I will do it. You seriously pissed me off.

You told me, you were good for nothing, I disagreed and you asked me why. I will tell you now. Because, you were too good, at telling lies and empty words to me, and everytime, i fell for it

Melvin and Audrey. I wanted to go back, not because i don't want to study anymore. I seriously got no mood after the smses with her. I didn't want later because of some small things, i get really pissed and vent on you guys.

A***L did not reply my sms. Are you another, who is avoiding me now? If yes, idk what to say already. I told you.. I believed in you, i believed you are matured enough. Prove me right alright? I placed, alot of trust in you. Seriously.. Don't be the next, to give me lies too. I hate liars, i seriously hate them to the max.

O****A, I am sorry, stop thinking that you are extra. You were never extra to me. I know what i am going to say now is useless. Maybe i am the useless one here. But 1 thing, i cared, and i never treated you as an extra. I don't know what i myself is feeling now also.. I am seriously down..

J**O, I have given up, after all these years, Almost 11 years of friendship, you believed that i am crapping nonsense. You know why i refused to forgive YX. You yourself know why. IF there was circumstances, there would not be even a need to raise his bloody hand right. IF he wanted to be friends back, he would have already take initiative like how Jonathan, Aaron they all did. Ain't i right? You gave me the storms on my birthday, which is so big that is enough to dampen everything.

Wai Teng Nuer, sms-ing you today cheered me up abit, but it's not enough to cover up what happened. Thanks, papa is always here if you are sad. But let me get all these stupid things away first..

I am seriously damn pissed off. My volcano has erupted, but it has not stop erupting. If you wish to cool down this volcano, i advised not to. You might get burned big time.

That's all for today. Thank you for spoiling my entire day. I TOOK 30MINS TO TYPE THIS POST FOR GOODNESS SAKE.